Holar..

I guess i am feeling better today. didnt do what i am suppose to do this morning. Had a bad nightmare and cant wake up. Everyday its the same mare.. Im really scared.

I am not pissed off with him today. I mean i got myself to think straight. He is not in the best position anyway now. He must be more stressed and depressed and i should be giving him the support shouldnt i? Didnt i promised him to be by his side tru thick and thin? This is the time to prove myself and my words rite.. I will do my best to stay strong. May Allah grants us strength and patience to overcome all the obstacles.

Yours.